God’s Will

Cross #: 16.5215
Lindenhurst, NY
This is the second cross that I have received, both from my mother.  My husband left me this April and it has torn me to shreds.  Some days I just don’t want to go on. But I have two boys who need me. I have had a very hard life so far.  A physically and mentally abusive mother and then married and pregnant at 18 to a drug addict physically and mentally abusive husband (my first husband ). But I prayed to God day after day to bring me someone who I could depend on and who could love me no matter what. And for over a decade he did. I was his princess.  But then I got sick 7 years ago and it was all down hill from there.  I am empty, broken, numb and slowly giving up. I have faith that God has a plan for me but I am having a hard time trusting him this time.